Thursday, September 4, 2008
10:02 PM
少了以往的朝气，少了以往的活泼，少了以往的笑容，少了以往的一切，变成了机器人，变成了植物人，变成了毫无活力的肢体。为什么，不能回到从前，回到以往那天堂般的日子里，开开心心地度过每一天。夕阳无限好，只是近黄昏。这句话说得真好。一切来得那么快，去得也那么快。曾有的，曾看得，曾做过的，都放到记忆库里了吗？默默观察，依旧很美、很美。笑容还是很灿烂，个性还是很开朗，唯有心的归属不同了。一秒钟的粗心，造就了永远的后悔。以为早已放开，早已忘记，其实不然。还不肯罢休，还不肯松开双手，还握得很紧、很fad紧。。。一同分担忧愁，值得吗？从不珍惜，从没感谢，那么辛苦为了什么？其实，为的就是微笑的重现。牺牲一切，也是值得的。。。
well well, what a slackish day, have been doing nothing, well 2 chapters on physics but the rest of the day have been slackish. haiz... no mood to blog anyways. byeee
Sunday, August 31, 2008
9:40 PM
it's all about that split moment... where everything seems to be in a mess. it's all about that split moment... that you feel that your parents has wronged you and you feel like scolding them back. it's all about that split moment, that you felt life is a complete waste of time, that there is no real meaning to life. it's all about that split moment, that you feel that you cannot relief yourself in the stressful world of ours. it's all about that split moment... that you feel that your relationship with your friends are getting worse, that your friends start to dao you. it's all about that split moment...where teachers starts to wrong you and you feel like flaring up at the teacher. and it's all about these split moments, which makes us sad, which makes us emo, which makes us feel like ending our lives... what if all these moments were taken out from our lives? Wouldn't our lives be great? Why do we have to face these short moments, which however stays so deep in our hearts, which leaves a deep scar right in the centre of our innocent soul? It's tiring, it's exhausting, to try to get through all these checkpoints, before the time goes out. It's a never ending game... a game with only one chance, one token, one live, game over and that's it. How are you going to get past all these checkpoints, depends on your skill in manuveuring round a curve. it can be a smooth one, or a bumpy one. where's the finishing line? 70 years down the road, the buildings change, technology change, people change, and the only thing which doesn't change, is the road that you've been travelling on since birth, and finally the finishing line is in sight. Finally, you get to get out of your vehicle, to stop manuvering through all the curves, and sadly, also the end of the game, end of your life......
12:06 PM
haiz, one week past and i never blog. the whole of last week have been busy with my film project, and quite lazy to blog today. suddenly have the urge to finish my maths. So... i shall choing my work aha.. well bye.
Sunday, August 24, 2008
10:13 PM
why? I'm an asshole man.. really. Why is everything turning bad? Is it my psycho or wad? WHY IS EVERYTHING GOING THE WRONG WAY? CAN I GO BACK IN TIME? I HATE THIS FEELING!! I HATE THIS!!! I HATE MYSELF, I HATE THIS WORLD!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Saturday, August 23, 2008
6:11 PM
Today is a very cool saturday, literally. It has been raining since dawn, and i woke up shivering. Had filming yesterday at ps house, it was kind of successful, despite me being distracted by table tennis constantly. aha... oh wells, EOYS is around the corner man, 30+ days away, which is about one month. (reminder to people who hadn't realised EOYS is closing on us). Had been rushing through my german book review this morning. It was a very tedious thing, haven't to check my dictionary for almost every word. Haiz.. Guess my german vocab still isn't very strong. and i realised thumbelina is däumenlieschen in german. Haiz. Wasted my time trying to figure out the story, and after reading thru realised it's thumbelina. Haven't touched my piano for more than 5 days. I miss my piano!!! But no time leh, how?? NVM, i shall continue my struggle with the german fairy tales. oh well!
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
9:51 PM
Guess i just don't belong here, this isn't my home...
Saturday, August 16, 2008
10:05 PM
Today was a sporty and relaxed saturday. Haven't had such a saturday for a very long time. I can say, maybe since 7 years old, where during weekends, i go out with my family to shopping centres, to toys r us, to eat dinner, and have the hot soya bean milk which gives a special feeling. haha(drama...). But it's true. I really want to go back to those times. I guess, family time is what i enjoy most apart from time with friends. Went to school this morning to play table tennis. Just had the urge to play after watching too much olympics table tennis. It was a fruitful afternoon, in the sense that i played from 12+ to around 5+. Hadn't played for so long since last year. This year had pass real fast, and EOYS is coming in 6 weeks... It was chinese new year and now it is already august. oh well, went to ikea just now to get some new furniture. haha, guess i'll have a new bookshelf. yay. Life is getting more stressful and miserable as day pass by. everything is just going in the opposite way that i wished. After several attempts, i guess i don't have that motivation to continue my life. maybe for now, i just wished i could lie by the beach and wake up with the beautiful sun shining into my room. Breezes blowing on my face... and life could be so relaxed and stress-less. why am i stuck in this concrete forest? Why do i have to face all the misery? can't really solve my own problems.. anyway, thanks a lot, milo. I have enjoyed the time spent with you..
